tashaak

soo last night was probably the worst night of my entire life. i wish i wasn't such a jealous
person. i wish i could just move on when i broke up with him. i wish i never even met him actually. i am so sick of being stuck to someone but not actually "officalized" it's so beat. and
i am so paranoid about everything. i wish i could just get out of this city. move away. cause
there are like four things i like about being here. so sarah, you might see me in your house one day cause i am sick of it here.:[
so yeah yesterday was horrible. i talked to cody about everything and being the two year old that i am i cried. unfortunately. see what i mean about being attached. i hate it. and i wish i wouldn't be like that. ughh. i hate guys so much. i don't even know.
so yeah today is basically a do nothing day.
i might go out to staples and get two of those locker shelfs cause i hate when my locker is a mess at school.
oh speaking of school i want my schedule soooo bad. and i had a dream about having math first this year. which is horrible. cause i do not want math first. and if i do i will die.cause i tend to not come into school until like second period. and that happens a lot. :p
but anyways. i will repost something later. when more of my day has happened.